Stay Strong Despite it All

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Hey, so basically this is like my Tumblr alter-ego, where I post all the things that I can't post on my other blog otherwise I'll be put into hospital.
Basically, I'm depressed, suicidal, have anxiety, developing bipolar, possible psychosis and probably a whole heap of other crap that no one can figure out and this blog is a mix of my good moments and bad. I usually follow back, and I love to talk to other people about what they're going through, whether it's to give advice, or just to talk about what's going on in each others' lives.
Just to be clear; the likelihood is that a lot of triggering stuff will appear on my blog, but in no way am i 'promoting' any of the things i post about; this is just my place to vent.
Stay strong
- Smiledespiteitall

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To my parents: I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I'm sorry I fail at everything you want from me. I'm sorry I can't explain it. I'm sorry I'm such a burden. I'm sorry I'm such a terrible child.
To my friends: I'm sorry I'm never there for you. I'm sorry I can't hold a decent relationship with you. I'm sorry I bring everything down without meaning to. I'm sorry I have so many mood swings. I'm sorry I'm not different like the rest of you. I'm sorry I push you away. I'm sorry you couldn't prove me wrong. I'm sorry for being such a shit friend.
To my siblings: I'm sorry I can't be a better role model for you. I'm sorry I can't be properly there for you. I'm sorry I'm so touchy. I'm sorry you understand less than I do. I'm sorry I'm no fun. I'm sorry for being an awful sibling.
To my teachers: I'm sorry I'm failing. I'm sorry I'm never in school. I'm sorry I can't tell you. I'm sorry if I have attitude. I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I'm sorry I don't give a damn most days. I'm sorry for being a suckish student.
To my classmates: I'm sorry I have no redeeming qualities. I'm sorry I'm such an eyesore. I'm sorry I'm a bitch. I'm sorry I'm not in the least bit interesting. I'm sorry I don't fit in. I'm sorry I'm so pessimistic. I'm sorry I'm different in the wrong way. I'm sorry for not being involved. I'm sorry for not being a good classmate.
To optimists: I'm sorry I'm pessimistic enough to bring you down. I'm sorry I don't know how to be myself. I'm sorry I don't know who I am. I'm sorry I'm always changing. I'm sorry I'm so pessimistic. I'm sorry if I hurt you. I'm sorry for being too much of a pessimist.
To my psychologists, psychiatrists, sleep specialists, doctors and counsellor's: I'm sorry I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm sorry I'm so impatient. I'm sorry I'm so difficult. I'm sorry I'm so pessimistic. I'm sorry I'm such a whinger. I'm sorry I can't explain it all properly. I'm sorry for being a dreadful patient.
To Tumblr: I'm sorry for taking up your dashboards. I'm sorry I'm such a whinger. I'm sorry I have a Tumblr.
To everyone: I'm sorry for existing. I'm sorry for being a bad person. I'm just sorry.
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My mind is a terrible place to be.
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ispeakfemale: THIS!!!!!!!!!!

ispeakfemale:

THIS!!!!!!!!!!

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teenage-drugs: if she has no friends i feel better about myself

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if she has no friends i feel better about myself

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